Oleo sobre tela, 60 x 50 cm, 9 de junio 2018
Este cuadro lo hice en un día, al menos la mancha o la base, salió fluido y sin un boceto como modelo. Lo hice a comienzos de mayo y luego seguí trabajando los fines de semana en él. Me ayudó mucho hacer este cuadro, y el nombre es decidor, porque logré mover muchas energías estancadas a partir de un problema no mio, pero que se volvió mio. Recibí de alguien mucha agresividad y mala onda en forma premeditada a través de un correo electrónico, todo rodeando mi ambiente laboral. Esta persona no atendió al principio básico, de que cada uno de nosotros somos creadores de nuestra propia realidad y de que las experiencias que elegimos tener son el resultado de nuestras acciones y decisiones, sean o no conscientes. Lo mejor claro es ser consciente de uno mismo y lo que se está eligiendo en la vida, pero vaya que hay muchos seres humanos que no lo son. Y como el arte es lo que me ayuda a relajarme y salir de la vida diaria y de mi mente, que al tener un problema lo repite una y mil veces, agradezco a éste cuadro por eso, la liberación mental y el movimiento de energía.
Esta es una historia larga de contar, una historia de “no mas” aguantar cosas que no son mías. Lo he pasado bastante mal, sobretodo después de haber denunciado este abuso y resultar siendo yo a los ojos de algunas autoridades, la que “debería arrepentirse de haber mostrado este correo personal”. Me sentí realmente viviendo en un mundo al revés, en otra dimensión, en otra tierra, sin entender mucho como a la luz de una infamia otros se sumaban a la misma y esperaban, taparla, silenciarla, minimizarla y enterrarla. Por lo mismo es que me identifiqué mucho con la canción de Simon & Garfunkel – The sound of silence y escribí en inglés mi propia versión de la estrofa 4.
Mi versión de la cuarta estrofa de sound of silence
There is no way to stop consciousness once it is in motion
there is no way to silence consciousness
Do not try to silence consciousness
It will grow
It will continue expanding and opening
It will just be
So you fools do not try to stop consciousness
It will back fire on you
It will grow
It will only be for the joy of being
For the joy of existing
So do not try to silence consciousness
Because it will be, so it was and so it is
From personal experience 
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Ahora, me siento bien, todo pasa, el sol sale de nuevo, la vida continua, hay miles y miles de seres humanos conscientes en este planeta y muchos de ellos son mi amig@s y sobretodo me tengo a mi misma y mi yo soy.
English version
I did this painting in only one day, at least the background, I did it in a fluid way and without a sketch as a model. I did it at the beginning of May and then I continued working on the weekends. It helped me a lot to make this picture, and the name is says a lot, since I managed to move many stagnant energies from a problem which was not mine, but became mine. I received from someone else a lot of aggressiveness and bad vibes in a premeditated way through an email, all surrounding my work environment. This person did not attend to the basic principle, that each of us are creators of our own reality and that the experiences we choose to have are the result of our own actions and decisions, whether or not we are conscious about them. The best is to be aware of oneself and what we are choosing in life, but there are many human beings who are not. Art is what helps me to relax and get out of my daily life problems and mind, that when ever I have a problem keeps reapiting the same idea, thoughts a thousand times. So I thank this picture for that: the mental liberation and the movement of energy.
This is a long story to tell, a story of “no more” put up with things that are not mine. I have had a very bad time, especially after I decided to denounced this abuse. Since to the eyes of some authorities, I turned out to be the one that “should regret showing this personal email”. I felt really living in an upside down world, in another dimension, in another land, without understanding much. I understood that this type of behavior should not be seen by others, covered, silent, minimized and buried. For the same reason, I identified a lot with the song by Simon & Garfunkel – The sound of silence and I wrote my own version of stanza 4 in English.
Mi versión de la cuarta estrofa de sound of silence
There is no way to stop consciousness once it is in motion
there is no way to silence consciousness
Do not try to silence consciousness
It will grow
It will continue expanding and opening
It will just be
So you fools do not try to stop consciousness
It will back fire on you
It will grow
It will only be for the joy of being
For the joy of existing
So do not try to silence consciousness
Because it will be, so it was and so it is
From personal experience ❤️♠️
Now, I feel good, everything pass, the sun rises again, life goes on, there are thousands and thousands of conscious human beings on this planet and many of them are my friends and above all I have myself and my I am.